how to remove these feelings for you?
how to forget you?
the peace I get just by seeing your face,
the happiness I get just by hearing your voice,
the comfort I get when I am with you,
how to make my heart unlove you when I have tried every way possible,
but could not do so.
i don’t meet you for days,
i don’t talk to you everyday,
but in my mind, only your name revolves
even my keypad suggests the name of yours when I am typing “your name”
i can admire your face for hours even though you are sleeping,
i can forgive your every flaw, I can forget your every fight. you have so many habits I don’t like, but I like you as a whole.
how to forget my feelings for you.
it’s not happening.
i tried,
i tried whatever I could,
but my heart is not ready to accept the fact that you are not mine at this moment.
the genuine concern I have for you,
the care I have for you,
the thought to protect you from all odds, i don’t celebrate my wins if you are sad,
i wish and pray the best for you,
you are all over in my mind,
life has so many serious issues,
still there is a corner in my heart which is reserved for you only.
i miss your presence,
i miss your voice even though you just casually fight or argue,
i try my best to resolve each argument if you are at my side in last.
people made me understood, don’t do
don’t hurt yourself,
but only if my heart was ready to accept that.
don’t know it’s love or what
don’t know it’s liking or what
but
you give me sukoon yaar
you give me comfort in all chaos of my life
you give me that moment where I can smile without thinking twice about anything,
in my heart , you are mine only.
never felt this before for anyone,
your face, your voice ……best part of my life
you fight, just do whatever,
but never ghost me,
i hate silent treatments.
i hate the fact when you live your life normally without my presence, without thinking about me.
i am well aware of every logic
every fact.
but I won’t accept anything except the fact that “you are mine only”
because my heart has tried everything
and here I am,
thinking about you.
writing about you.
everyone knows how much you mean to me
except yourself.
Nidhi • निधि 