as they say, “जिंदगी इस तरह से लगने लगी, जख्म दिखने लगे दीवारों से” …….the thing is that,
sometimes life pulls you this much down
that you can’t get up again
or
you don’t have enough courage to start over again
it’s not about challenges life throws at you
it’s about how continuously life is giving you
all the reasons to give up
everything becomes messy
personally, professionally
in family, in life
the circumstances just keep breaking you
breaking you to the point
that you don’t even feel like crying too
you just feel nothing, numb
you just feel like you are going to explode
with all the countless thoughts you have in your mind
all those moments
which made you believe this life is not for you
it’s not that you are coward
it’s not that you don’t try
it’s just that everything comes out as failures.
in relationship
in family
in everything
you don’t find a single reason
to start over again
you don’t find a single happiness
to be positive again
life is so hard sometimes
and
it suffocates you
to the level that makes you totally different personality.
Nidhi • निधि 