Nidhi • निधि

“just let it go”

what you can not controle in life
let it go
what makes you sad
let it go
what bothers your peace
let it go
who can not love you back
let them go
who are not same behind your back
let them go
who makes your feel inferior
let them go
who was not with you in hardest
let them go
situations which are not in your hand
let it go
other’s behaviour and words you can’t change
let it go
what makes you stressed
let it go

what life puts you in
how to react
Just learn that

you are not here
to clean other’s mess
you are not here
to explain
you are here
to be you
to feel good
to be happy
to get heal

choose yourself
over anything and anyone

the moment
when you have a lot of emotions
inside you
somewhere in your heart
you dont know its sadness or anxiety
you dont know you want to share this or not
you just want to be listened
you just want to be hugged
you just want to be feel loved
you just want to be feel important
the feeling that there is someone beside you
when you dont need words
to share you pain
a glance of your face is enough to tell
to someone that you are not really you at particular moment
you dont want big words
solutions or suggestions
you just want that moment
to feel better
to recover to heal
from what you are feeling
from what you are enduring
from what you fighting since long
so long
you just want shed those tears
which you trapped behind your smile
to someone, who knows you are smiling but not happy
you just want that moment
when nothing goes right in life
when you are holding since long
when you are tired of everything
when you just dont want to express more fake smiles.

zindagi ka kuchh yun hai janaab



chalte rahiye

girke sambhalte rahiye

bas chalte rahiye

kabhi kisi mod par

sukoon ki gunjaayish jaroor hogi

ummeed lagaate rahiye

rone ke baad mukuraate rahiye

rukna gawaara hi nahi yahaan

tooti khwaahisho ko sanjote rahiye

bas ummeed lagaate rahiye

mauke kai aayenge

jab aapko khud se gile honge

shiqwe shiqaayate hongi

apni bhool ki ik kasak hogi

na liye gaye phaislo par aankhe nam hongi

aur kuch liye gaye phaislo par

khud par zarzarahat hogi

shayad isi ka naam zindagi hai

har us chiz se seekhna

jo aapko dard de

har us chiz pe muskuraana

jo aapki chehre ko chamka de

chalte rahiye

bina ruke bina thame

bas ummeed lagaate rahiye

agar kal nahi tha aapka

aane waala pal hoga jaroor

us waqt ki khwaahish me

bas khud ko sambhaalte rahiye

roke muskuraate rahiye

bas chalte rahiye

aapko chalna hoga

haarna gawaara nahi

is zindagi se, apne har us sapney se

jo kabhi na kabhi dekhe the aapne

apne liye

apne aane waale kal ke liye

jab himmat lage tootne

khud ko sambhaalte rahiye

koi naa hoga aapka sahaara

log aayenge log jaayenge

khud ke saath bas aap khud honge

bas chalte rahiye

ummeed sajaate rahiye.

Dear Future Me,

Sorry for those times i could not celebrate you when you needed to be celebrated and cherished most for your achievements

Sorry for all those moments i could not take your tears away when you were crying so hard silently

Sorry for those days when you felt depressed and i could not gather enough of courage to motivate you

Sorry for all those hard days when i called you a failure and stamped fail tag on yourself

Sorry for all those pain when you needed a soldier to vent out and i frustated you more

Sorry for not clapping on your small victories and those annoying overthinking

Sorry for not calling you complete and best when others criticised you

Sorry for not taking stand for yourself when any of insulting words you had to heard

Sorry for settling in less when you deserved nothing but best of best

Sorry for faking all smiles when you needed a person to share your broken stories

Sorry for always caring others more than yourself

Sorry for not giving enough of time to yourself

Sorry for not taking all those decisions just because of fear and anxiety

Sorry for not trying when one try was needed most in life

Sorry for not showing enough of sympathy with yourself when you were sad

Sorry for thinking you were less.

Dear Future Me,

I am Proud of yourself for fighting all battles alone.

I am Proud of yourself for not giving up in hardest time of life

I am Proud of yourself for making others smiles when you were broken inside

I am Proud of yourself when you tried next day, after last night of breakdown

I am Proud of yourself for standing against all odds

I am Proud of yourself for not hurting others when you were hurting

I am Proud of yourself for not choosing wrong steps when you were full of anxiety

I am Proud of yourself for supporting others when you needed that support most

I am Proud of yourself for making all those mistakes and trying your best

I am Proud of yourself for each single day when you managed to be real you

I am Proud of yourself when you chosen to be different in that crowd

I am Proud of yourself for managing those sleepless night when heart was broken



I AM PROUD OF YOURSELF FOR EVERYTHING  YOU DID

JUST PROUD ❤ AND ONLY PROUD

कुछ यूं होता तो क्या होता

इक लडक़ी को सुरक्षा का एहसास होता
जहाँ भी होती जिस भी जगह होती
दिन के उजाले या रात के अंधेरों में
डर से ज्यादा  यकीन का नाम होता
कभी भी उन गलत निगाहों का
उसे सामना ना करना होता…।।


कुछ यूं होता तो क्या होता

इक लड़की के जनम पर पिता को
ज़िम्मेदारी, पैसे के खयाल से ज्यादा
खुशियों का भाव होता
उसके इस दुनिया में आने पर
लोगों को उतनी ही खुशी होती
जितने औरो के आने पर होती…।।

कुछ यूं होता तो क्या होता

सब गुण ताक पर रखकर
इक लड़की की खूबसूरती को
ज्यादा महत्व ना दिया गया होता
सब बातों से ज्यादा उसकी चेहरे की सुंदरता को
पैमाना ना बनाया गया होता…।।

कुछ यूं होता तो क्या होता

इक लड़की को
पराया धन ना बोला गया होता
उसे अपना घर छोड़ कहीं और ना जाना होता
उसकी इच्छाओं को भी
यहाँ सबसे ऊपर रखा गया होता
इक लड़की को भी बोलने का
उतना ही हक़ होता जितना सबका
उसे अपने जीवनसाथी के साथ के लिए
अपने परिवार से दूर ना जाना होता…।।

कुछ यूं होता तो क्या होता

इक लड़की को वो सब आज़ादी होती
जिनका खयाल उन्हें कभी न कभी तो आया होगा
रात के पहर घर जल्दी आना
अकेले बाहर न जाना
किसी को साथ ले जाना
इन सबसे परे होती उनकी दुनिया….।।

कुछ यूं होता तो क्या होता

उन्हें अपनी ज़िंदगी
अपने उसूलो पर जीने का अधिकार होता
शादी के बाद किसी पर निर्भर ना रहना होता
किसी और कि गलती का खामियाज़ा
उन्हे ना भुगतना होता….।।


कुछ यूं होता तो क्या होता

बलात्कार जैसे शब्द ना होते
उस दर्द से किसी भी लड़की को
कभी गुज़रना ना होता
इक लड़की के पहनावे को
उनकी इज़्ज़त का पैमाना ना
माना गया होता…।।


कुछ यूं होता तो क्या होता

बाल विवाह, विधवा जीवन जैसी
रूढ़ प्रथाएं इस दुनिया में ना बनी होतीं
इक लड़की को सम्मान की नज़रों से
देख़ा गया होता……।।




कुछ यूं होता तो क्या होता

ये दुनिया खूबसूरत होती

ये दुनिया नई सी होती

ये दुनिया यकीनन अलग होती…….!!!!❤