if you start liking someone once,
and get into that person deeply
no matter what happens in life,
no matter how dynamics changes,
no matter what happens between you two,
no matter you start seeing someone else or new
but that feeling is never going to fade
it may be hate
it may be disliking
it may be bitter memories
it may be hurtful things you have faced
which you are never going to forget
but even after knowing everything
even after knowing every reality
even after knowing your foolishness,
that irk is always going to be there
that inch of forgotten piece of your life is always going to be there
you can’t escape from that
you can’t hide from that
whenever you are going to face that,
everything is in front of your eyes like an open book
that’s too without your consent
that’s too without your permission
do you want to remember everything?
naahhhhhh
do you want to remember how hurtful it was?
naahhhhhh
do you want to remember how the person treated you once?
naahhhhhh
but it is always going to be with you
but it is always going to sting you
like a poisonous substance.
as they say,
“भूलने को तो ग़ालिब पूरी दुनिया को भुलाया जा सकता है,
लेकिन उसको भुलाना आसान नहीं,
जिसे याद रखने के लिए आपने कभी कोई मेहनत ही ज़ाया नहीं की.
लेकिन उसको भुलाना आसान नहीं,
जिसने आपको अनगिनत कारण दिए हो,
ना भुलाने के.
अच्छे और बुरे………इससे क्या फर्क पड़ जाना है”
Nidhi • निधि 