when they say “कल किसने देखा, आज को जी लेते हैं”
the thought,
that first time in my whole life ,
i became selfish for real
selfish for you
selfish for my one sided love
without knowing about any future
without thinking about any past
without caring about others
without any second thought
because i needed you
because i wanted you
because i was addicted to the comfort
i got when i was with you
because i always loved you from a far.
am i going to be sad in future?
who knows
am i going to get hurt in last?
maybe yes
am i going to regret this ever?
naahhh…..never……!!!
and if someone ask why ?
then the answer will be happiness
the real happiness which i craved for.
that belongs directly to my heart
and
words would never be enough to justify those emotions
so not even going to try that.
Nidhi • निधि 