“Regret”

the fact that I “REGRET”

the day I met you,
i regret
the moment
first time i have seen your name in the list
and even before knowing you
thinking that you were going to be special for me

i regret
the feelings of mine
which I have had for you
even after knowing everything
making clownery of those emotions

i regret
the genuine concern and care
I have had for you
without any selfish motive
just pure concern

i regret
the moments
i have cried for you
for all my sufferings, tears
for my broken heart
and
for all those anxious sad depressing days
which meant trash to you

i regret
the attempts
I have tried
to talk to you
to initiate anything
to convey everything
even after getting ignored like that

i regret
the thought, I had for you
that you think and treat me good

i regret
the term
that even after so many disrespects
I have tried to think from your perspective
instead of mine heartbreaks
i have given you the benefit of doubts
instead of my sadness

I REGRET
of meeting you
wish you have never met me
wish you have never crossed my path
not because you are a bad person
because I liked a wrong person at wrong time.