sometimes all you need is a “closure” from a person you admire, like or love. you want to have expectations but that’s dangerous for your mental health. just one hurtful action by them, and you think this was needed to move on in life. because you don’t want to leave the person at any cost. yes it’s never going to be easy, but that’s life. you can’t have someone just by loving them so hard. you can’t have someone just because you love them. strange part of life is no one to blame here. if someone does not reciprocate your feelings or emotions, it’s neither their fault nor yours. it’s just bad timing of life. and destiny must be cruel for that. they say trust in god’s plan. but what about your heart. no one teaches how to move on with hurting heart. how to smile when you are in pain. and how to think about doing that thing which you never want to do. how to forget and let go someone when you want to hold them so tightly. letting go is part of life and must needed for your peace. but no one teaches how even to do that when your heart is breaking so hard. no strength works here. no maturity works here.
Nidhi • निधि 