death
death must be so beautiful
full of calmness
full of peace
when you don’t need to heal
your wounds
no overthinking
no worries
neither past nor future
neither pain nor heartbreaks
no expectations
no gains
no wishes
no hopes
when you don’t need to force
anything or anyone
to love you
to assure you
to listen you
to feel you
just the body
freely on floor
when you don’t need to move
your body
when you can rest
from all your anxieties
from all your sadness
from all your broken dreams
just peaceful sleep
without disturbance
without loudness
just deep breathe
without inhalation again
when you close your eyes
for now
and forever
when you don’t want to come again
in this world
in your last moment
you can picture your whole life
in front of your eyes
all those regrets
all those ifs
all those buts
all those fears
when you wanted to try
but could not
when you wanted to initiate
but could not
when you wanted to have hope
but had not.
at that moment
you feel you could have live
just live this life
without any second thought
without worrying too much
without having burden of expectations
without leaving the person you loved
you could have just thought about you
and no one else
and then you take
that last breathe
and then you close
your eyes for forever……!!!!!
Nidhi • निधि 