it’s so tiring and exhausting
to be the most
“understanding” person,
say it in your family or in your circle.
you try to understand everyone,
you put yourself in their shoes
and try ur best to understand them.
but there is a point when
you just feel exhausted
and lonely person ever
in front of u,
a carefree person
in ur family or ur friend circle
doing whatever they want
without feeling guilty or bad about anyone but at another side,
you feel bad about that
if u want to do anything for urself.
u don’t wanna bother anyone.
u don’t wanna disappoint anyone
u have fear that ur actions
could hurt ur loved ones.
u are being most understanding for them
but there is no one to understand you.
there is no one to comfort u.
it’s so tiring and depressing.
at a times
youwant to be carefree.
You want to feel light.
you want to feel hugged
you want to feel loved
you want to feel heard
you want to feel valued
no expectations.
no second thoughts
no worries
at that time
you just deserve that silent hug
at that time
you just deserve someone
just for you and with you
Nidhi • निधि 